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Monday, February 4, 2008
Ah. Blogging... again . Hmm. I am not constantly doing it, due to some respective explanations.
It's been way too long since I can remember the last time I blogged. And when I tell you that I can't remember, that means it. I'm too well known for my long term memory in my previous school, among my classmates, referably. The slightest lift of your brows upon me when I misslook at you can put a print in my belirium slash neurotic nerves for the rest of my life, or life after. Or even a promise you made, which you forgot that you did, or when I asked you about a person and you said you didn't know him/her, and when I reviewed about it back 6 months later, and you thought you did not say you did not know him/her, you're wrong. I don't make mistakes like that. My memory is good, in non-educational stuff pulang. And now, let me stop trash-talking.
Phew. What did we miss? or perhaps I miss?
Ah yea, my AS results. Oh man. It was two subjects that I had taken. They didn't come back well, I suppose. Although I'm this close to dropping Mrs. Nourse's class. And referring back to my desire of attacking scholarship, I'm not doing too well. Very frustrating, inevitably. And between the talk with my brother way earlier than this day, I'd say my mindset has largely been directed to someplace else.
There's this BST right, very well known for the abbreviation that I don't even need to mention. It struck my thoughts pretty hard that in current moment, I'm having more than fifty percent sure of applying it, after my A-levels, of course. It is a cadet/deck, cadet/navigation or whatever more it is of this job. It is remarkably a highly-good-pay job, starting off with 4.2 k total salary plus allowance, and three-year scholarship course. It is a 4-month offshore and one day onshore for every two weeks, and 2-month off days. If we think pshycologically, it seems a burden and lifeless, but but, mathematically, it's no different than having a normal desk job with fridays and sundays off, and in fact, this job offers more working day off than ordinary civil occupation.
It is not about the privileges that BST has that caught me interest, it is about the privileges that I have now, making me eligible to acquire this job. Seeing i have no strong bonds of relationship to worry about, and i have a system of friendship who understand and supporting me of what I'm doing, and normal life, without anything that could give me reasons of not to choose this job. Life, is my destination. University of Brunei Darussalam is not an option. For me it's not. It's either govermental scholarship, or this. And If didn't get the govermental, then this it is. But it's not my job to completely decide where I will be in the next 11 months. Mindset, is an easy thing to be persuaded. But I surely will work as hell to make everything happen.
Slash. Slash. Slash. Slash. Slash.
Zazu's guitar is awesome!! Ah, seriously dude. Its strings are nylons, and the physical of the guitar and the freds are totally suitable for high-class performance, they sound extremely pleasing to my freaking ears. It is a shame to let it go to a waste. HAHA. Just kidding, man. Why, you're a good guitarist too. And talking about music and school, I'm thinking of going musical.... IN SCHOOL!
And you thought I was speaking metaphorically, But I weren't. Very much mid-last year, I had been planning of forming an international musical mini orchestra, which I put it in plain English, a club in school. Consisting of a few of every basic instruments in an actual orchestra, which are guitars, bass, piano, violin, trumpet ( if affordable ), flute, combined with traditional, simply and importantly, Gulintangan, gendang, and others. I wouldn't put in the drums, they're just too 'heavy'. Which I don't think would get the school's approval anyway. I'm meaning to a more lively, universal, orchestra-ish genre of music. And for the information, I'll just keep this club private, which means all the players that I will be having, will strictly be the persons whom I only know and close with. Except, if this club advances in school's approval, then we will be recruiting members, perhaps audition, and from the BEs. WUUU~ IF and if. But I'll just keep the club small, but steady. I already have the list of my potential players, some good violinists and pianist, and of course, good guitarists I know in MD. I talked to Azzah about this, as she's been experiencing major musical involvements in school, and some MPs for advice. They said it's not a bad idea. All I gotta do is try.
And if we go further north to the future, I surely will be hoping to co-operate with other musical organisations in school, the choir, for instance, or the hadrah. And we will also introduce chinese theme songs into our list. As I said, universal. And also, hopefully, we wish to appear more on school functions as the background music and rename the school's goodwill of its education, and music. And for the start, Sazzy recommended that we begin without the consent of the teachers, which means unofficially. And whatever might happen, and if it happens good, THEN we will consult the authorities. Hopefully, mate. But I will surely need the whole say of everyone, to push our luck. Aha.